Regular readers of these humble ramblings know that I love music and the power of lyrics to implant truth in my heart. The group Tenth Avenue North is especially good at doing that for me. A new song resonated from the moment I heard it. What You Want is a powerful plea to give up my personal agenda and my need to be in control. You can check it out here. Here is a sample of the lyrics.
Everyday I’ve been feeling the pressure
I always gotta know the plan
It’s a weight that I’ve tried to shoulderI thought I could, but I can’t
And I’m so tired of chasing dreams
When I am wired to let you lead
You’re changing my heart
To want what You want
To love what You love
And that is enough
There’s no greater plan that I need to know
You only ask me to follow
I think I falter because I make faith and trust entirely too complicated. Jesus didn’t say figure out every theological jot and tittle. (Note to spiritual hall monitors: there is an important place for that discipline. No e-mails please). Jesus didn’t say, “Go and clean up your act, and I will deem you a worthy follower.” He didn’t say, “Browbeat yourself and others into behaving better in order to earn the badge of righteousness.” He simply said,
“Follow me.”
Not once. Pretty regularly.
“Come, follow me,” Jesus said, “and I will make you fishers of men.” (Matthew 4:19)
Jesus told him, “Follow me.” (Matthew 8:22)
[Jesus said,] “If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross and follow me.” (Matthew 16:24)
[Jesus answered,] “Come, follow me.” (Matthew 19:21)
Finding Philip, he said to him, “Follow me.” (John 1:43)
[Jesus replied,] “Whoever serves me must follow me.” (John 12:26)
Jesus answered, “If I want him to remain alive until I return, what is that to you? You must follow me.” (John 21:22)
“Follow me,” he told him, and Matthew got up and followed him. (Matthew 9:9)
In the immortal words of Forrest Gump, “I’m not a smart man.” But like Forrest I have a keen sense of the obvious. Jesus is saying to follow Him. That takes childlike trust on my part. The rest of it we will figure out together as I follow Him in complete trust.
Taken from Stay by Dave Burchett copyright © 2015. Used by permission of Tyndale House Publishers, Inc. All rights reserved.
Here comes the part that is difficult for most of us summed up in this lyric.
Oh I’m feelin’ this surrender
Surrender. That is such a negative concept in this culture. We need to reclaim the positive meaning of that word for followers of Jesus. For most people surrender means weakness. Giving up. Capitulation. Soldiers who surrender are hopeless and even scorned. In the upside down world of the Gospel of Grace surrender is a sign of strength. The miracle of grace is that surrender means freedom.
I feel myself come alive
And the burden feels like a feather
When I let my agenda die
Margaret Bottoms
Thanks, I needed to hear this!